w/ My Best Friend @Hidayatur Rahmi :* :* :*

Today is my birthday. The most special day for me. Almost all of my friends remember it and then pray for me. Especially my best friend @Hidayatur Rahmi. I'm pleasure abt it. Thx for ur praying, guys... ^_^

Actually, I feel unsatisfied in my 19th years old. This year is more bad than past years. I don't know, why. Exactly I feel so sad.

I feel today just like normal days, nothing special. Especially from people who are special.  Ya Allah, show me ur surprisin' for me if it is there. I surrender..

I have friend that I consider a close friend. I really upset w/ her. I do not flashback. I remembered, when her birthday. I was so excited and happy to give a surprising for her. But now in my day, remember it may not. And a birthday greeting from her just saying I guess. And there was something behind that greeting. I'm sad. There is no feedback from her to me. Ya Allah .. Gives me a clue, please. If she is a good friend for me, please take her near to me. But if she is not, please take her out from my life ...